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Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Am back!!

Wow!! It has been almost a year since the last time wa updated my blog... Well, work commitment.. Konon!! Honestly, since wa dah kuar from my previous department, wa rasa ok skt.... At least skrg wa tak rasa mcm bangang nak kena bangun pagi tiap2 hari cam dulu.... Rasa hidup dah ada matlamat la skt... Bab, bosses yg tak suka wa tu.. lantak diorg la.... Bagi wa, wa buat keje.... n jgn bagi sebab kat diorg nak kenakan wa... Lu sayang ke tak wa.... the least wa nak amik port pon....

Kekadang wa ada gak buat self reflection... Nak carik apa la silap kat diri wa nie... Tho' kekadang ada gak rasa wa manusia paling sempurna kat muka bumi nie.... Tp, kalu sempurna takde la hidup wa terumbang ambing cam nie kot.... The deeper i go, wa realize, masalah utama wa adalah wa think too much... wa kekadang suka nak over analyze things... Kekadang benda yg tak payah wa nak pikir pon, wa nak pikir... konon rasa diri genius la sgt... tu la, bila think too much nie, buat wa kekadang rasa insecure... kenapa pon wa tak tau.... letih dah wa nak buang rasa insecure tu... nak kata tak yakin ngan diri sendiri, wa rasa, mcm dah terover yakin pon ada... So, perhaps wa perlu kurangkan sikit pikir kot... Dont waste my brain cell on unnecessary things... Kalu bleh, let the brain ilek2 isap gam kejap....

I guess, am due for a loooooooooooong break kot.... Kasik otak wa betul2 tenang... The only time wa appreciate pressure is when am underwater... and wa dah dekat nak 2 tahun tak diving... tu yg sengal rasa diri kot.... Insyaallah la... 2012 wa akan cuba aktif menyelam balik... n make sure the only time wa rasa pressure, is 20 meters underwater..... Adios!!!

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