What if God one of us...

This song was banned in this country as the authority believed that most Malaysian unable to think by themselves... Nway, wa bukan nak citer pasal lagu nie tho' ada sikit sebanyak berkait... 

I do believe that God is always be with us as long as we looking for Him... But the prob is, am surrounded by people who believe that they are god... Tho' diorang takde la ngaku tuhan, but tindak tanduk diorang as if diorang tu tuhan or rasa diri dipilih tuhan utk ganti malaikat Mungkar dan Nangkir... Ntah la... for me, as a human, I only answerable to God and God alone... If I did something wrong, I do expect someone to give me advise.. n bukan ayat2 judgmental or menghukum pasal wa rasa tu hanya hak mutlak tuhan... and shud we have some differences in opinion especially when its regards to our faith.. we must discuss it wisely.. Lagipon, ada sesetengah perkara, walau tegang mana pon urat kita atau berapa gelen air liur abis nak bertekak, kita takan dapat jawapan yang hakiki melainkan kita ke alam yang lain...

To cut thing short... semua orang nak masuk syurga... bukan lu sorang jer... so, sama2 la kita ke sana... n one more thing, Tuhan dah delegate some kerja kat malaikat.. so, tak yah la... jadi jer la manusia... kalu ada perkara yang korang rasa tak berkenan, tegur la dengan baik.. ok? adios!

Fast & Furious

Kekadang bila wa driving.. Wa jeles gak tgk bila ada kete bikin potong wa... macam2 la... Wiralution la, Wajalution la, Kancil Mira la, Kenari Move la etc... Bikin kete nie dah macam fashion yg semua org mesti buat, kalu tak buat macam ketinggalan zaman... so, knowing me... wa bukan jenis yg suka nampak ketinggalan i.e. kiasuism.. So wa pon bikin la something kat kete wa... org kata ngan letak benda nie hp kete wa boleh naik 5%... n since letak benda nie, wa rasa orgasm tidak terkata... amacam? cun tak?

Jika....

Pasti kita semua ke neraka..
     Dan diseksa tiada terperi..
Dihukum tanpa simpati..
     Dihukum tanpa bicara..
Hanya mengikut kata amarah..
     Hati yang buta menurut kata..
Tanpa sendiri usul periksa..
     Inilah nasib manusia..
Jika sesama manusia menjadi Allah.....   

A box of idiot...

I think, the second richest man in Malaysia has some personal issue wit me... First, the fucking damn slow broadband service.. Now, my HD satellite TV.. dah 2 hari takde signal... Perhaps, he perceived me as his main rival kot... duhhh!! Nway, report has been made.. So, biar la diorg to deal with it.. Hopefully, esok technician diorang dtg to fix it..

Actually bagus gak takde TV dua hari nie... At least I can do some self reflection.. self assessment sikit... To be honest, apa yg wa sedar is.. we spend too much time stuck in tat tiny box... Since, wa tak leh tgk TV, macam2 benda wa bleh buat... baca mags.. kemas rumah sikit.. updating my blog here... Kalu x, wa sure akan glued on the sofa wit a remote glued on my palm... No wonder la wa makin out of shape (tho' for some, round is a shape)...

Ok la... Wa pon baru perasan wa ada byk giler mags lama yg wa sendiri tak pernah sentuh pon lagi... Guess, this the best time for to do some mags reading... Till then.. Adios...

Keeping my feet down..

Its norm for human to make mistake.. But we shudn't cry over a spilt milk.. We learn... Making mistake will make us wiser if we learn from it... So, wa nak share sikit apa yang dah belajar from my experience for the past few months as a peringatan untuk diri wa sendiri.. or perhaps those yg baca nie...

Talk is cheap.. Talk without action, make me look like shit... Seriously.. Wa rasa, for the past few month of my life, i have been criticising almost everything that move.. Tapi apa action yang wa buat? nada! Individual or any moving thing yang wa criticise semua dah move on and perhaps has become a better person or a better thing.. Wa? Wa masih macam nie.. Duduk depan notebook murah wa nie.. Merengek macam anak babi tak dapat susu... I think, it's about time for me to put a huge full stop on my action... Wa akan kurangkan bercakap... Wa akan berenti ngutuk orang or apa jua termasuk binatang dan barang... The only person yg akan wa kutuk is diri wa sendiri kalu wa gagal dlm apa yang wa target nak buat... That's a promise...

Bukan aper.. Wa sedar... We need to be moderate in everything.. Maybe, wa terfanatik sekejap ngan pendirian wa sebelum nie and cuba indoctrinate everyone with my thought even sometime i look down on other who have a different opinion... Well, I just dont walk my talk.. My bad.... Lagipon, wa sendiri selalu cakap bout liberalism, tp wa sendiri tak leh nak terima pendapat orang bila lain sikit... Poyo gak wa dulu ek?.. Rasa cam nak hempas kepala wa kat bucu meja... Nway, I will not blame anyone for my action except for myself... Insyaallah, wa sedar sekarang.. Perhaps too late.. Wa dah create more enemies than friend.. All my good buddies are staying away from me... Tapi takpe... Wa akan cuba perbaiki diri wa sendiri n stop blaming others...

From now on.. My future posting will be only on a positive tone.. Insyaallah...

Sekian....

Down... down... down....

It has been a while since my last posting... Between this period, macam2 hal jadi... and semua hal-hal nie mmg buat wa rasa ada sikit mcm sial... Dari wa kena komplen.. then wa kena pindah tempat... macam2 hal la... Nasib takde sape kat opis wa tu buat lawak or buat something yg boleh buat wa rasa nak tumbuk muka dia...

Skrg nie wa mmg tgh rasa sgt down... Wa pegi keje pon setakat cukup syarat pasal nak bagi anak bini wa makan... Kepala otak, hati, badan.. semua la... mmg dah takde kat opis tu... Wa nie keje mmg la tak bagus.. wa ngaku... tp, wa takde la plak main cakap2 belakang.. or tembak colleague dari belakang... Wa ngan hal wa... Even kalu wa tak berkenan dgn anyone pon... wa telan sorang jer... Maybe.. wa tak leh buat camni kot... Wa rasa, wa nak kena belajar jaga tepi kain org... kira berapa helai bulu kat ari-ari diorang...

Dah la... Cerita pasal masalah opis wa pon... bukan bleh buat wa naik pangkat... Secara teknikal, wa mmg dah tak wujud pon dlm opis tu.... Cukup bulan amik gaji.. ada lebih, wa enjoy... dah... Tak yah la wa nak poyo2 pikir nak grow together with the company... pegi mati la... selagi wa dlm the same department... wa declare self-imposed exile... Bukan la exile per se... tp.. wa takan involve ngan apa2 aktiviti yg ada... cukup setakat wa dtg opis tunjuk muka...