The month of celebration...

December is back once again... Wat's so special bout December? Of course la birthday wa.... Tapi lately nie I've been thinking.. Why do we celebrate birthday? What actually we celebrate? Siap tiup2 lilin la, hadiah la... To think of it, cam bodoh pon ada gak... Wa rasa birthday ni just a symbolic... You know la human n symbolism... Even tuhan pon dah jadi mangsa...

Nway, persetankan je la my perception bout birthday celebration... Lu orang nak celebrate.. Lu celebrate je la... N wa nak wish kat semua December babies... Happy Birthday!! and we rawkksssss!!!

p/s: without the December.. the world is dull... 

Akhirnya....

Wa takde apa nak tulis ekceli... Just nak citer yg mamat tu akhirnya bayar gak hutang wa.... Kengkadang nak kena blunt bila handle manusia camni... n thanks to Mark Zuckerberg for giving me a platform to be blunt to this particular guy....

Nway, buat masa nie wa tgh blom in mood nak menulis apa2... Insyaallah, wa akan active balik menulis utk wa syok sendiri kat blog yg takde org baca ni, very soon...

Mmg la wa poyo!

Perrrgghhhh... Lama giler wa tak update blog wa nie... Maklum la pose beb... Wa bila lapar, otak wa mmg dah tak leh nak gerak beb... Wa sendiri rasa wa bebal sepanjang bulan Ramadhan nie...

Nway, after almost a month wa tak update... macam2 gak la benda jadi... Paling wa happy, of coz pasal bonus wa... tho' wa rasa, wa neglect god for too long.. But he still answer to my prayer... Alhamdulillah... Allah is Great!!.. Perhaps, high time untuk wa to commit more serious to Him... and dear God, please give me the strength...

Hmmm... Bila wa citer pasal bonus... Sure la org lain pon dpt gak... Maybe lagi kencang dari wa... Tp yang wa pelik.. sampai hari ni mamat tu masih tak bayar hutang wa... Apa lagi alasan? or just memang tak minat nak bayar... Lu mmg la lancau.. cerita berdekah pasal ketuhanan la... but the basic rule in interhuman relation pon tak leh nak pikir... Only one word yg bleh describe pukimak cam ni....."Pukimak"... Tp wa malas nak pikir lagi pasal pukimak nie... Wa cuba bagi dia benefit of the doubt.. Mana tau pukimak tunggu bonus nak bayar wa.... Tapi haram... So, thats it la... Biar la orang nak kata wa tak gentle, sanggup putus kawan pasal duit... Again, wa nak stress kat pukimak nie (let say dia baca)... Wa malas nak layan lu, bukan pasal lu tak bayar wa... Tp lu betrayed prinsip berkawan... Lu just ingat apa janji lu kat wa... tu je...

Apa lagi ek... OOoooo... Recently, ada la wa dengar orang kata wa poyo... Laaaaaaaa!!! Tak yah la nak soksek belakang wa.... Mmg la wa tau wa poyo... Mmg wa suka jadi poyo pon... Wa jadi poyo pon bukannya wa jentik telor bapak lu... So, apa ada hal... Kalu lu sakit hati tengok poyo wa... Lu jadi la poyo lebih dari wa... Bukan susah... Apa raaaaa.... Wa happy jadi poyo... and wa takan ubah just for the sake of satisfying others.... but welkam sapa yg nak join clan poyo wa....

Ok la... bersempena Eid Mubarak lusa.... Wa nak wish Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir Batin (xcept kat Pukimak tu).... Adios!!!

Kisah Sekotak Tisu

Wa tau la tisu tu bukan wa punya... Tapi tisu tu atas meja wa... Lu pikir wa ni berhala ke duduk kat meja tu? Bukan la wa nak suruh lu sembah wa but a simple gesture kata lu nak amik tisu tu dah cukup... Konon kata org Malaysia ni berbudi bahasa.... Berbudi bahasa kepala butuh!! Benda simple camni pon tak leh nak pikir... Ada hati nak bangga budaya timur konon... Cehhhh!!!

Takde Title....

Tak tau la kenapa.. Tangan wa cam gegel jer nak suruh wa update blog hari ni... Tp, masalahnya wa takde citer best nak tulis... hmmm... Alaaa... Citer2 wa sebelum nie pon takde la best mana gak...

Ok la.. cukup setakat wa nak citer yg hari ni adalah hari gaji wa... woooohooooooooo! Seminggu wa bertahan with only RM100 kat dlm poket... n wa dah 33, ada bini n ada anak 2 org... giler wei.... pecah gak la kepala wa pikir camne nak survive... But tu la... Jahanam camne pon seorg anak... Parents tetap akan terima seadanya... Sepanjang minggu nie wa duduk umah org tua wa beb.... Ada gak la rasa cam gampang... Tp nak buat camne... Sen wa lakibini mmg kering kontang... Nak kata, joli katak.. takde la plak... Maybe pasal vaksin dua2 anak wa hari tu RM500... physio treatment bini wa dah kat nak RM1,000... perrrgghhh... patut la kering... Nasib bleh claim balik....

Moral of the story... Carik la kerja yg kompeni yg bleh cover semua benda alah nie... bayangkan kalu x leh claim... Makin pasir la wa sefamili..... Adios....

First Attempt

Last week first time wa jadi wedding photographer... Wa actually lebih nak label diri wa as street photographer, tapi Uncle Amir ni quite a close family friend... Dia mintak tolong gegiler wa amik gambar wedding dia... so, wa terima jer la dgn hati yg berbelah bagi... bukan aper, wa takut wa nnt jadi org yg menjahanamkan majlis org...

Nway, wa amik gambar ni bukan utk orgasm diri sendiri... Wa try very best utk fulfill aper yg diorg nak... Tp, overall wa rasa wa kena masuk kelas belajar amik wedding photography nie... Wa agak kecewa gak ngan hasil + wa agak blur n tak tau nak buat aper sepanjang majlis tu... nasib buat kecilan jer... kalu jemput menteri ke... sure wa gegel tak hingat...

Here goes some of hasil wa... Tho' takde la menarik mana... tp nie hasil wedding wa yg pertama.. so wa nak abadikan kat sini.... and to Uncle Amir and his wife... Selamat Pengantin Baru... Enjoy ur new life in Perth..

Hey you! Yup.. YOU!!

You can smile...
You can laugh...
You can play..
You can eat..
You can drink..
You can sleep..
You can even fuck your wife..

But you can't hide the fact that you still fucking owe me!!!

Shipping Business...

Even the mighty Bismarck and the unsinkable Titanic sank… Thus, we can conclude tat all ships are sinkable including friendship…

Some friendship might sink due few hundred ringgits… Well, not much bout the amount, but the principle… A friend, who can’t stick to their word, is not worth it… So, they may just fuck off and die.. I don’t give shit bout these fuckers… I don’t mind losing in terms of monetary, than be associated wit these parasites…

Next... Friends who feel it is noble to tell the whole world bout another friends… Hmmm.. Perhaps, the intention is good… But it’s still a badmouthing… and I really fucking hate tat… Am the type who welcome criticism… So, please tell straight to my fucking face, will ya?!

Am kinda glad not to be surrounded by them anymore… I would rather be a loner… At least now am more focus on my life… and be more realistic… However, I got a very strong feeling tat I might lose another friend… Quite a good friend… and I might be devastated by it… But, like any other responsible captain, I won’t abandon my ship… I will die with my ship if necessary…and I will die with a smile… :)

Kisah Basikal Pancit

Setalah dua minggu basikal wa tersadai, semalam wa decide nak berkayuh kembali... Tp apa yg wa bengang, selama dua minggu dia tak jalan, tak nak lak dia pancit... Hampeh sungguh... Bengkak gak la kaki wa menapak sambil usung basikal... hilang macho wa... tapi takpe... sayang wa kat basikal wa masih tetap utuh...

Wa tau la.. cerita basikal pancit ni takde la bleh buat blockbuster... mmg bukan tu pon yg wa nak citer... ekceli, time wa usung basikal, sambil peluh jantan wa membasahi tubuh.. sempat gak la buat soul searching... ye la.. jauh tu wa menapak...

Apa yg wa nak simpulkan.. all the complaints yg wa merengek selama ni sebenarnya cuma fantasi wa... wa yg buat diri wa utk rasa hidup wa ni miserable... thanks to a friend who make me realize this... indeed, i shud feel fortunate.. despite d setback, which is normal in life, wa rasa dah achieved quite a lot... wa shud be thankful n stop merengek cam anak babirusa yg tertanduk perut mak dia time nak menyusu.... 

Bagus la gak la wa kena menapak semalam... hari nie wa rasa fresh... wa dah dpt diri wa balik... the funny and kaki enjoy sakan Adzlan n not Adzlan yg merengek jer memanjang... yay! welcome back Adzlan!!

p/s: Dear blog.. Thanks for lending me your time... 

I am sorry

Dear Blog... Am really sorry for treating you badly... Am only here when am in sorrow or to express my anger... and I never be thankful to you....

Since am a new person now.. I will treat you nicely... and tat's a promise... Happy.. Sorrow.. Angry.. Dead or Alive... I'll be by your side... and thank you for listening to me...

2nd Half...

I almost give up with my own fate... But then, to think again.. It is not the fate I must change, but my attitude... So, second half of 2010, the world gonna see a different Adzlan Mohamad...

On the other hand, this week is gonna be our appraisal week... Well, I cant be hoping so much... I know where i stand... My performance for the past few months was below average... Have to admit that... But to be honest, i dont give shit bout it... I dont think my future is in this place... But, doesnt mean am a quitter or am running away from the problem.... I just dont feel fit to be here... and I just dont feel right to be in the paycheck of this company, but I didnt give my 100%... 

The first half of 2010 was a disaster... I hope to see some light in the second half... wish me luck....

Susu budak pon ada kasta??!!

As usual, every awal bulan wa akan shopping for groceries... and among the important things yg wa kena beli is susu for both my daughters... Well.. takde aper special la sgt about wa beli susu tu... Cuma, everytime wa kat susu punya section, wa akan confuse... macam2 brand ada.. yg murah yg mahal.. yg ada AAA la.. yg ada DHA la... ntah apa lagi diorg sumbat dlm susu bebudak tu... as parents yg bukan degree holder in nutrition, wa main belasah beli jer la...

But, my question is... kenapa ada susu murah n susu mahal??!! These capitalist motherfuckers are trying to show that only rich kid deserve utk dpt susu yg khasiat lebih compare ngan anak2 those yg tak mampu, is it?? Or... the capitalist motherfuckers are just taking an advantage from the kiasuism of the majority parents?? Susu budak pon ada kasta... hmmmmm.... Those yg beli susu mahal sure rasa anak diorg 1 class above everyone... Cehhhhh.... Our society are getting sick... and am really sick of it....

Well... I have to accept the fact that am living in country where everyone thinks that they are the VVIP.... Our kiasuism has become worst than the Singaporean....

Fake Life...

Life is a fake.. But one thing tat I unable to fake is my emotion.. Once I hate someone or lost my trust on someone, I cant hide it... Am just not a good actor... I can only act in a porn movie which require less acting... Hmmm... Perhaps I shud learn... Learn to be hypocrites.. Which I think is easy cause am surrounded by them here... Fake my smile... Fake my laugh... Fake my walk.. Fake my thought.. Fake everything.. Am pretty sure, I'll be forever in the circle... But is it worth?

p/s: Some friendship are worth few hundred ringgit...

Ubat Gigi

Sekadar Gambar Hiasan

Tak lama dulu, satu Malaya kecoh dek surat/email berantai berkenaan kononnya satu household brand yang menggunakan tulang babi sebagai salah satu bahan utk menghasilkan produk mereka... As usual, org kita yg kuat melatah sebelum cecah umur yg sepatutnya, melatah la macam nenek tua... Sapa yang untung? Mereka dan keluarga mereka... Kini mereka dan keluarga mereka ini meletakkan pula sentimen Palestine lak dalam kempen pemasaran mereka... Usah bicara soal etika.. Janji fulus masuk....

So, Marketing 101.. Gunakan sentimen agama pada produk anda.. pasti ianya berjaya... Sekian..

First Monday of May...

It's Monday and here goes the same feeling again!
The feeling of having...
A Louis Vuitton bag,
A Gianfranco Ferre belt,
A Mont Blanc pen,
An Armani jeans,
A DKNY shirts,
A Bell and Ross watch,
A Calvin Klein underwear...

And all the above are fake!

Apabila insomnia melanda...

Belum tibanya waktu itu,
Dan aku masih terus terkebil-kebil,
Menunggu dan terus menunggu,
Saat itu belum jua ketemu.....

Pelbagai isyarat telah diutus,
Namun masih jua dipandang sepi,
Putus sudah harapan ini,
Alamat lebam la aku esok kat opis...

Wei Adzlan! Tido la! Dah pukul 3.30 pagi!!

The same old me....

Kick me..
 Punch me..
Kill me..
 And so, you feel better...

I'm down..
 I'm out..
and I'm dying..
 Begging you, I will not...

So, peel my skin...
  So, shave my head..
The real me that never gone...
  A castaway with plenty of joy...
On a sentimental journey of my own.. 
 

Invisible and a new born...

April 13th will never be the same again.. for me and my family at least... Iman is now a sista!!.. Yay! Congratz to me... hmmm... Isn't it sad when I got to congratulate myself as it seems no one is fucking care that am exists... arrgghhh.. Fuck it la... I shudn't give a fucking care... Am still in a celebrating mode...

To my lil' princess, Emily Jasmine Adzlan... Welcome to the world... Daddy promise to be a cool dad...

p/s: Wei.. Hutang wa, lu bila nak bayar la cibai... oppppsss... off topic...

Pocket of resistance...

Am expecting a napalm bomb... But wat I get was a missed grenade....

Ok la.. Am giving them the benefit of the doubt... Perhaps they really want me to excel by asking me to change... To conclude.. I'll make myself to believe it was a fruitful bashing.... at least for them la...

To be honest, wa expect more from them... Wa harap sangat diorg tembak wa front n back... But end up, it was a session where they want me to set a dateline for all the outstanding issues yg wa ada... n plus some tembakan ringan la... tu pon ngan pistol air... They dont even bother to ask samada wa sedar tak wa ada masalah or the root of masalah wa.... So, since diorg tak tanya, wa assume diorg tak berminat nak tau la... n isu utama cuma pasal keje wa tak siap, and tat's it.... On why wa decide tak nak siapkan keje tu, tak penting... hmmm... so paham la wa....

Nway, wa harap.. lepas nie wa akan kembali focus ngan keje wa... Wa akan make sure keje wa always tiptop... n janji wa kat diri wa sendiri... kalu nak blah pon dari department ni or company ni... make sure nama wa tak busuk.... Sekian...

Castaway...

Esok adalah D-day... Wa kena panggil dek bosses wa... Tp ada wa kisah? To be honest, ada la sikit... Yer la... sapa tak cuak nak kena marahkan... and wa tau, wa mmg deserved it after few month wa agak hilang fokus n buat tak kisah ngan keje wa.... So, En Adzlan... bersedia jer la....

Nway, esok, esok ler punya citer... Sebagai anak jantan, yang ada sikit sifat kewanitaannya, wa akan face the music... Sekarang wa nak citer tgk hati wa yg tengah agak kecik... Actually sebelum nie hati wa ok jer... tapi semalam, wa dpt hadiah utk anak wa from bebudak ADC... n tetiba hati wa tersentuh... terharu sgt dpt hadiah from them padahal budak dept wa sendiri sorang pon cam tak amik port langsung... bukan la wa ngadap sgt hadiah tu... tapi the thought is wat matters... kalu bebudak ADC tu tak bagi.. maybe wa tak rasa cam nie kot... ntah la... To Marisa, Jaja, Azli, Ninie n Hafiz.. Thanks for the gift... wa appreciate it a lot... sgt appreciate it hingga wa rasa goosebump n nak menitiskan air mata... sekian

April Fool

While kita semua sebok planning prank untuk kenakan kengkawan, konon nak celebrate April Fool.. Ada seorang pak cik tua yang celebrate ngan berbaring atas jalan raya bersama motor kesayangannya.. Nasib kebetulan pada masa kejadian wa decide nak langgar lalu lintas dengan melawan arus jalan sehala, dan pada ketika itu ler wa notice pak cik nie tengah bayek punyer terbaring atas jalan... Pak cik nie actually mangsa langgar lari, bukan la dia sesajer berbaring pasal April Fool....

Apa khabar dia sekarang ek? Wa masih teringat-ingat kat muka blur-blur dia... Maybe, dia kot yang salah prior to the accident.. pasal tu dalam kete wa dia keep on repeating dia tak buat salah apa2... Tak kisah la sapa salah, tapi takan la sampai hati orang tu blah cam tu jer... Nasib takde lori ke, kete laju ke yang lenyek pak cik tu... isssskkkkk.... Wa rasa, majoriti orang Malaysia dah takde hati kot....

Nway, Pak Cik, wa harap by now pak cik dah ok... 

What if God one of us...

This song was banned in this country as the authority believed that most Malaysian unable to think by themselves... Nway, wa bukan nak citer pasal lagu nie tho' ada sikit sebanyak berkait... 

I do believe that God is always be with us as long as we looking for Him... But the prob is, am surrounded by people who believe that they are god... Tho' diorang takde la ngaku tuhan, but tindak tanduk diorang as if diorang tu tuhan or rasa diri dipilih tuhan utk ganti malaikat Mungkar dan Nangkir... Ntah la... for me, as a human, I only answerable to God and God alone... If I did something wrong, I do expect someone to give me advise.. n bukan ayat2 judgmental or menghukum pasal wa rasa tu hanya hak mutlak tuhan... and shud we have some differences in opinion especially when its regards to our faith.. we must discuss it wisely.. Lagipon, ada sesetengah perkara, walau tegang mana pon urat kita atau berapa gelen air liur abis nak bertekak, kita takan dapat jawapan yang hakiki melainkan kita ke alam yang lain...

To cut thing short... semua orang nak masuk syurga... bukan lu sorang jer... so, sama2 la kita ke sana... n one more thing, Tuhan dah delegate some kerja kat malaikat.. so, tak yah la... jadi jer la manusia... kalu ada perkara yang korang rasa tak berkenan, tegur la dengan baik.. ok? adios!

Fast & Furious

Kekadang bila wa driving.. Wa jeles gak tgk bila ada kete bikin potong wa... macam2 la... Wiralution la, Wajalution la, Kancil Mira la, Kenari Move la etc... Bikin kete nie dah macam fashion yg semua org mesti buat, kalu tak buat macam ketinggalan zaman... so, knowing me... wa bukan jenis yg suka nampak ketinggalan i.e. kiasuism.. So wa pon bikin la something kat kete wa... org kata ngan letak benda nie hp kete wa boleh naik 5%... n since letak benda nie, wa rasa orgasm tidak terkata... amacam? cun tak?

Jika....

Pasti kita semua ke neraka..
     Dan diseksa tiada terperi..
Dihukum tanpa simpati..
     Dihukum tanpa bicara..
Hanya mengikut kata amarah..
     Hati yang buta menurut kata..
Tanpa sendiri usul periksa..
     Inilah nasib manusia..
Jika sesama manusia menjadi Allah.....   

A box of idiot...

I think, the second richest man in Malaysia has some personal issue wit me... First, the fucking damn slow broadband service.. Now, my HD satellite TV.. dah 2 hari takde signal... Perhaps, he perceived me as his main rival kot... duhhh!! Nway, report has been made.. So, biar la diorg to deal with it.. Hopefully, esok technician diorang dtg to fix it..

Actually bagus gak takde TV dua hari nie... At least I can do some self reflection.. self assessment sikit... To be honest, apa yg wa sedar is.. we spend too much time stuck in tat tiny box... Since, wa tak leh tgk TV, macam2 benda wa bleh buat... baca mags.. kemas rumah sikit.. updating my blog here... Kalu x, wa sure akan glued on the sofa wit a remote glued on my palm... No wonder la wa makin out of shape (tho' for some, round is a shape)...

Ok la... Wa pon baru perasan wa ada byk giler mags lama yg wa sendiri tak pernah sentuh pon lagi... Guess, this the best time for to do some mags reading... Till then.. Adios...

Keeping my feet down..

Its norm for human to make mistake.. But we shudn't cry over a spilt milk.. We learn... Making mistake will make us wiser if we learn from it... So, wa nak share sikit apa yang dah belajar from my experience for the past few months as a peringatan untuk diri wa sendiri.. or perhaps those yg baca nie...

Talk is cheap.. Talk without action, make me look like shit... Seriously.. Wa rasa, for the past few month of my life, i have been criticising almost everything that move.. Tapi apa action yang wa buat? nada! Individual or any moving thing yang wa criticise semua dah move on and perhaps has become a better person or a better thing.. Wa? Wa masih macam nie.. Duduk depan notebook murah wa nie.. Merengek macam anak babi tak dapat susu... I think, it's about time for me to put a huge full stop on my action... Wa akan kurangkan bercakap... Wa akan berenti ngutuk orang or apa jua termasuk binatang dan barang... The only person yg akan wa kutuk is diri wa sendiri kalu wa gagal dlm apa yang wa target nak buat... That's a promise...

Bukan aper.. Wa sedar... We need to be moderate in everything.. Maybe, wa terfanatik sekejap ngan pendirian wa sebelum nie and cuba indoctrinate everyone with my thought even sometime i look down on other who have a different opinion... Well, I just dont walk my talk.. My bad.... Lagipon, wa sendiri selalu cakap bout liberalism, tp wa sendiri tak leh nak terima pendapat orang bila lain sikit... Poyo gak wa dulu ek?.. Rasa cam nak hempas kepala wa kat bucu meja... Nway, I will not blame anyone for my action except for myself... Insyaallah, wa sedar sekarang.. Perhaps too late.. Wa dah create more enemies than friend.. All my good buddies are staying away from me... Tapi takpe... Wa akan cuba perbaiki diri wa sendiri n stop blaming others...

From now on.. My future posting will be only on a positive tone.. Insyaallah...

Sekian....

Down... down... down....

It has been a while since my last posting... Between this period, macam2 hal jadi... and semua hal-hal nie mmg buat wa rasa ada sikit mcm sial... Dari wa kena komplen.. then wa kena pindah tempat... macam2 hal la... Nasib takde sape kat opis wa tu buat lawak or buat something yg boleh buat wa rasa nak tumbuk muka dia...

Skrg nie wa mmg tgh rasa sgt down... Wa pegi keje pon setakat cukup syarat pasal nak bagi anak bini wa makan... Kepala otak, hati, badan.. semua la... mmg dah takde kat opis tu... Wa nie keje mmg la tak bagus.. wa ngaku... tp, wa takde la plak main cakap2 belakang.. or tembak colleague dari belakang... Wa ngan hal wa... Even kalu wa tak berkenan dgn anyone pon... wa telan sorang jer... Maybe.. wa tak leh buat camni kot... Wa rasa, wa nak kena belajar jaga tepi kain org... kira berapa helai bulu kat ari-ari diorang...

Dah la... Cerita pasal masalah opis wa pon... bukan bleh buat wa naik pangkat... Secara teknikal, wa mmg dah tak wujud pon dlm opis tu.... Cukup bulan amik gaji.. ada lebih, wa enjoy... dah... Tak yah la wa nak poyo2 pikir nak grow together with the company... pegi mati la... selagi wa dlm the same department... wa declare self-imposed exile... Bukan la exile per se... tp.. wa takan involve ngan apa2 aktiviti yg ada... cukup setakat wa dtg opis tunjuk muka...

3.30 pagi

Mata wa tak leh nak tido lak... nasib pas nie ada game United vs City.. bleh la pakai layan...

Nway, wa sebenarnya takde plan nak tulis aper2 pon pagi2 buta nie... tp tadi tgh wa layan blog hopping, baca pasal isu paling sensasi sekarang ni.. wa rasa angin sebadan... mana tak... line lembab macam haram... agaknya tak susah nak jadi antara manusia terkaya kat negara nie... provide broadband service selembab mungkin... taraaaaaaa... dah jadi antara manusia terkaya... cam pantat!!! lu ingat wa bayar pakai air mani wa ke? wa rasa sperm wa berenang lagi laju dari berukband bangang nie.... middle finger dari wa utk lu tokei berukband yg kat sebelah KLCC tu...

Tak tau apo nak tulis

Lu org blogging... Wa pon nak blogging gak la... tapi.. ape kejadah blogging nie?? and, apa wa nak tulis ek?? Wa nie bukan la jenis mat ayat bunga-bunga... nak tulih omputih, mmg poie la mati... kang poning kopalo lu org baco....

Maybe, wa nak gunakan blog nie, tpt wa lepas perasaan.... sekarang nie wa tgh menyampah ngan seseorg... tak yah la wa cakap nama... kot2 dia baca blog wa nie (errrr... ada ke org nak baca sampah wa nie?).. Mamat yg wa menyampah nie, takde la bebal... in fact wa rasa, mamat nie pandai... cuma dia takde ler sepandai n sehensem wa... cerita wa, of course la wa lagi best kan... tp, yg menjadi masalahnya, ikut hierarchy, mamat nie atas wa... takde la peluang wa nak tindas n nyusahkan hidup dia....

Aper sebab wa nyampah ngan dia?? pasal dia pendek n tak hensem kot.... hahhaha... takdela... wa nie jenis yg agak praktikal... wa kalu nyampah pon ngan org pon... nyampah profesional... meaning.. nyampah pasal keje jer... as kawan2 wa ok ngan dia.... dosa dia ngan wa pon takde la besar mana pon.... apa yg wa nak pon is perhatian... yer la.. wa penat2 buat keje... puji la sikit... puji tak ikhlas pon wa tak kisah... janji wa tau org nampak wa buat keje.... terus terang... wa tak rasa self belonging langsung keje kat department nie... tapi macam tak cool la kalu wa salahkan org kan... maybe wa pon ada salah... wa keje mmg la serabut... tp dia pon serabut cam wa.... hmmmm.... or maybe wa nie terlalu cool to be in this department.... ntah la...

Dah la... buat penat saraf otak wa berfikir pasal mamat tu.... income dia ttp lagi tinggi dari wa... tp wa tak kisah, pasal wa tau, wa lagi cool dari dia... yer la... cool bleh letak nasi kat pinggan kan....

wa sebenarnya yakin, takde org pon akan baca blog wa nie... blog nie kira cam wa nak syok sendiri la... sukati wa la kan.... sekian....